I said I wasn't going to post anymore until the baby was born, but... it's the middle of the night and I can't sleep. Again. I'm totally obsessed. I keep trying to tell myself that I need to stop and the baby will be born when he's ready, but it's all. I. can. think. about. Even though I'm only two hours into my actual due date, I'm trying to just mentally plan on being induced some time next week. Anything to make me stop wondering every flipping minute if something is going to happen soon. My next appointment is Wednesday, then another one the following Monday. At that point I'll be put on a schedule for induction.
Physically, I'm definitely tired of being pregnant, but mentally and emotionally, it's worse. I'm out of things to do to distract myself from the waiting and I just really, really want to get on with it.
I suppose an important lesson to be learned is to assume NOTHING from pregnancy to pregnancy.
Well, I'm going to stop right here, before this turns into a big whine-a-thon. I'll probably go ahead and post after my Wednesday appointment, and then again next Monday - hopefully with a date and time!
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