And of course as I'm feeling all these things and I know they're perfectly normal, a little voice inside of me was noting the irony of it all. I've been dying to get to this point and wanting the pregnancy to be done with and now I'm balking. Figures. I know I'll be fine when the time comes, but as the reality and inevitability of it all sets in - I'll be full-term as of tomorrow! - it all feels a little intimidating at the moment.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Nerves!
Last night I had my first case of feeling like maybe I don't want to do this whole labor and delivery thing and gosh, what's it going to be like having a THIRD baby in the house? The hormones were all over the place and I'm sure if someone had just looked at me the wrong way I would have been a sobbing mess. Not that I am against crying - I think I cry my fair share - but I just didn't feel like it, you know?
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it's good to hear that even third time around moms get nerves about the whole thing... labor, delivery, what's a new baby going to do to my life? you've done such a great job of integrating dominic and clark into your life... even when it meant you had to move to hawaii with a nearly newborn, i'm sure number 3 will be no different.
also thanks for the pediatrician recommendations. we haven't gotten many yet and the set up there sounds good. plus they're pretty close to us at st. mary's.
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